Hi guys [I'm still alive haha]

Umm. I would love to say my deepest apologies for the lack of update for this story. You guys give this story attention, love and support. And for that I really really thankful, that's also makes me feel bad for not updating. I'm truly sorry T-T

Actually, there's already some chapters [need to be corrected first] that I have in my laptop for this story. It just this past few weeks, I have a rough time. My relationship with my girl ended and it makes my emotions unstable.  This broke up makes my miserable feelings worsen. It's like a bomb that finally blow up all of my pain and the suffers I've been hide this whole time. It cost me lost of control over my own self, my feelings and my emotions.

It's been awhile already since the broke up but I still can't put my emotions back together yet and even though I try to write, I feel broken even more. I can't write anything, there's no words came out and I'm getting more stressed.

I don't want to dissapointed all of you but I really really can't continue this for now. I need a bit more of time to continue writing this again and I hope all of you will understand me

Once again I'm really really sorry. I'll come back again more stronger and will continue this unfinished story [hope it'll be written more better too]

Love you guys

Julia